조권's ♥

BranNewKISS DVD!

2011-04-09T00:05:00.003+08:00

OKAY SO YEAHHHHH....

This is how the pictures (most of them) look like in my BranNewKISS DVD.

Many thanks to Kim Tan! And thanks for the Etude House perfume and many other stuff from Korea too! >v<

Getting FIRST KISS IN MANILA DVD next week. Like suddenly so many Ukiss stuff.

o.o

Hahahaha.

School was all fine! Chem class was super entertaining today la. Hahaha. Stupid Joash.

Seriously so hard to contain my laughter with this huge bunch of nonsense! :)

Hahaha. Meet cheryl and gang tomorrow! Or... later. hahaha.

RIO HERE I COME.

^That's me now. Yawns. Toodles~

0330

2011-03-29T21:59:00.003+08:00

BRAN NEW KISS. ♥

2011-03-26T00:19:00.004+08:00

CYNTHIA, CATHY, BLOGOBO OR WHATEVER SHIT ONE.

Just get lost and stop spamming my cbox. So tiring and a waste of my fucking precious time to keep banning and deleting your posts. Don't you all have a life?!

Alrighty. I'm more active on tumblr these few days. amandalxy.tumblr.com :)

Hahahaha.

Oh, and did i mention that it's THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY! (for term 1)

\(^0^)/

Nighty nights. Might be cutting my hair next week! Not sure how long should i keep my hair though.

Toodles~

Yaynessss.

2011-03-23T00:07:00.002+08:00

Autographs!!! (Top to bottom, left to right : Dongho, Soohyun, Kibum, Kevin, Kiseop, Eli, Alexander.)

How My file looks like.

How the poster looks like.

Very lazy to take and post the pics. I just grab the photos from internet! The first two is from the person who sold it to me.

So, finally i have Ukiss "Only One" Autographed CD! Hehehehe. Happy maximum. And the person sold all the above for just $55. I think she don't like Ukiss after they split (w/out Alexander and Kibum) ? Awwww.

Hahaha. Anyways. I got back Physics and Geog results.

Physics I got A1, 49/60 81.7%. Geog is just horrendous. 14/40 -.-

But I kinda expected it. Sigh. Must buck up.

Gtg sleep. Long day tmr. 3 more days till my March hols! >v<

And Kim's going korea in two days. Jealous much :(

2011-03-21T20:35:00.017+08:00

Pray for Japan. ♥

Hope for a better day.

Oh and one last thing,

Made my day.♥

2011-03-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

Maths: 29/40 72% A2

Chem: 39/47 83% A1

Physics: Yet to know.

Geog: Don't want to know.

Hahahaha. Somehow still not very satisfied with the results I got back. It's like a very basic test? And almost all the marks I lost is cause of careless mistakes. The feeling is just TSKKKKK all the way when i see the careless mistakes I made :@

Mum and Dad are both happy and kinda surprised.

Just my Geog. Just took it today, and I really wasn't prepared for it. Esp cause i'm feb intake, teacher just crammed Food, Rivers and Map reading in just 2 weeks? SIGH.

Anyways, i must work a lot harder to maintain. Main fear is Geog :'(

Oh well! Enough about studies. Meeting up with Vanessa dear and Cheryl Pang Li Han soon! And the rest of the clique!

Ages since I seen you guys. Misses overload. :(

Anyways.

I can't believe it's the last LAST episode of Radio school, ever. T^T

*sadface*

I really cried while watching this :'(

alright. It's 1:20AM and my face is !@#$%^&* cui max. Goooodnights!

Gif spam.

2011-03-10T23:17:00.008+08:00

Favourite gif! :D

This is the funniest lol. Wth he doing?!

Okaaaaaay i just had to. Too cute alr omg!

Seeing the Soohyun and Kibum couple gif makes me sad... even though it's damn friggin cute o.o

Hehehehe.

Had two tests today... T^T Maths test and Physics test.

Both were just a breeze. Lol, not surprising hahaha.

Goodnights! Long day tmr. Ahhh hate fridays >:@

Oh yes I almost forgot.

Happy birthday the Angelic voice of Ukiss, Shin Soohyun!

"My girlfriends's name is SuMi. KiSuMi." - Shin Soohyun

Fandom much.

2011-03-09T22:20:00.005+08:00

Me? ^^ Hahaha.

LOL okay that was cute :D

Okay, now you know how I fell for these dorks?

They simply make my day ^^

Goooooodnights!

Freaking happy cause @u_kisseli tweeted today! Wheeeehooo!

2011-03-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

That's all I can say to you.

Wanna know me more? Please, get a life.

I told you to get lost didn't I? Why can't you just give up?

Sigh. Seriously you are at the very top of the list of the most annoying people ever.

Kthxbye.

Readers, I'm fine.

2011-03-08T00:29:00.005+08:00

This was taken today... :')

Xander crying on stage in Medan, last performance. Sighhhhh.

And the new members has already been revealed. AJ and Hoon will be replacing Alexander and Kibum. And Ukiss will have a comeback in middle March.

Not that I'm excited for it anyway. Sigh.

I won't waste time bothering about you anymore cause it's stupid. :)

Bye~ Geog rivers test tmr T^T

2011-03-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

Baby don't cry. T^T

AHHHHHHHHH. FINALLY I CAN BREATHE.

Thanks for like, finally getting the point. You better not try to find me on Monday.

Or I might just shout at you in front of the whole class.

I don't care you angry or what ever shit la. You can't expect to like a girl and want her to like you back to right? It's not like you're THAT attractive or great.

Your face is like the most ultimate turn-off now. I used to like the name Jason because of Wooyoung but thanks to you now I hate it.

Hope history doesn't repeat itself.

Okay~ so. This is sort of how I felt today. ↓

Hahaha okay wdv. Seriously periods = worst days of my life.

Bye~ Time for maggie.

And to think i'm on diet. Complete fail as always.

Ladies Night photos! ♥

2011-03-04T19:58:00.005+08:00

Vanessa's Beef and Egg rice :)

My cuttlefish ink spaghetti ! (Hey, it's really nice k!)

Michelle's (I totally forget what name) Spaghetti.

First neoprint together! And it has shiny effect. ♥

Okieeee photos from Monday are up! Thanks to Vanessa Loveeee ♥

P.S the photos are kinda large but what the heck.

Had an awesome Monday with Michelle and Vanessa at Bugis!

Had dinner at Ma Maison (Bugis Junction 3rd floor, try it out!) which was daebak and took neoprints!

How long I never take neoprints alr lol.

Had alot of fun and bonding! Can't wait to meet them again.

^0^

Ukiss has arrived in Medan. And it just tears me apart to see this. ↓

He look so pale and tired! This is seriously not the xander I'm familiar with.

Ukiss last performance on Stage as the former Ukiss tomorrow in Medan.

My heart is so heavy. Screw NH Media for everything.

Oh well. Time to bathe. Toodles~

If you actually thought you had a chance, I'm so sorry. You're wrong.

Just study and get over it.

Go away.

2011-03-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

Facebook's way too open now, and so is Twitter.

I swear I'm bloody pissed and irritated.

So I'm ranting it all out here. Hope you guys don't mind.

Can you stay away from me? I knew you for how long only and you are already trying your luck. I mean, seriously. Do I look that easy to you? :@

What's wrong with you? Do I need to spell it out for you?

I'm the kind of person who simply can't stand guys who try their luck just after they know me, and NEVER gives up.

Yeah, it may sound mean. But I just don't like it. IT'S SO SUFFOCATING.

Stop asking me why. Stop being overly protective. Just stop asking me about anything.

You don't own me.

Seriously. Now I hate texting because of you.

Major reason why my mood has always been down.

You must be thinking, why can't I just tell him straight in the face?

I don't know too. I'm so stupid, really.

Please, go away. You're giving me a really hard time at school.

Wow.. A really fucked up mood now. Really needed to just say this somewhere.

I hope everything will be alright soon.

2011-02-28T16:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people! I'm going out to meet Vanessa and Mich soon (like finally) and I just have something on my mind that I can get rid off since last night...
Please excuse my vulgarities.

Those child abducters/kidnappers must burn in hell.
Wth you know what they do not?! They kidnap small kids and chop off their legs/hands and make them beg on the streets in countries like thailand or indonesia for money.
And of course, the poor kids don't get a single cent out of it.
WHAT THE FUCK? I mean, I'm seriously pissed off by this matter. Seriously.
Disgusting fuckers, pui. -.-
My mum told me there was two small boys from Singapore a few years ago that were missing. It was all over the news. And one day someone saw the boys begging on the streets of malaysia, with no legs. And when the parents rush over, they were gone. Few years later, someone found them in Thailand begging for money. Yet again, the parents were too late.
SERIOUSLY WHERE'S THE HUMANITY?! WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!
I seriously wanna chop off these stupid kidnappers' legs and see how they feel.
FUUUUUCKING HELL.

Hope they reincarnate into ants. Ants always die in vain.

Okay i'm so sorry, this is my blog and I rant out my feeling in my blog.
Alright, time to go! Toodles!

2011-02-26T15:25:00.005+08:00

EVERYONE YOU MUST MUST MUST TRY THIS.

http://simpleiscool.tumblr.com/post/2727016238/awesomaticeric-1-plug-in-your-headphones

It's so cool omg! I'm listening to it over and over again.

Step 1: Plug in your headphones

Step 2: Press Play

Step 3: Close your eyes

Enjoy a virtual haircut! DO IT NOW >:)

Hahaha. So tired. Maybe listen to it one more time and I'm off for a nap.

~O~

2011-02-25T21:00:00.006+08:00

Hola!
Seriously, am I the only one who's updating my blog? Why everyone else's is like dead to the max one!?
.______.

Sigh. Fridays are the longgggggggest days for me now. 4 periods! :@

And not to mention, sooooo friggin cold but the whole school is so cold!

Ahahaha. Just happy I lost 2kg this week cause I've been under-eating ._.

Oh well. Made some new friends in school that are not those paikia kind and I'm kind of relieved!

Bigger social circle = Easier to loosen up in class. Hahaha.

Happy happy happy~

Btw there's this guy in my class that retained in citycollege for 3 years alr! OMG 3 years. He's damn rich uh. Wapiang iphone4 blackberry LV wallet and dunno what designer suit.

People wear casual outfit to school he wear half-suit -.-

And he's like damn irritating keep throwing paper ball at the teachers. Zzzz. Nuisance only. How old alr sia?!

Money makes a person stupid. That is soooooo true.

It's like finally the weekend. I'm so tired of travelling, rather than tired of school!

It sucks especially on the train. I'm not used to taking train for long periods of time so I feel weird. To avoid awkwardly staring at strangers and just stare at the floor or use my phone for the wholeeeee damn journey.

Hull~ It's finally rest time for me!

Time to sleep after a freaking long friday (4 periods (1.25hr x 4), kill me) .... bye! ^-^

Test coming up soon! Prepared.

Andandand. I'm like so disappointed in you? I thought you were a friend.

Never thought you would say such things about me. Fine, I know i deserved it.

But the thought of you encouraging me infront of me, and telling someone else how I won't be able to make it, seriously pissed me off.

To those that genuinely encouraged and supported me, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys are all that matters.

And to those who gossiped and judged me based on my results, I'll never forget it.

You guys just made me stronger. Thanks ;)

Post-Depression state.

2011-02-23T23:42:00.003+08:00

Of course I'm sad. But life goes on. And there's nothing I can do about it.

I've been sad for over half a day now, and the feeling is like crap srsly.

/changes topic/

Ruishen joined us in school today! But he didnt come for Physics cause of some conflict in the timetables.. (=v=);;

So I will see him in my class tmr, heheh.

Oh well. I like my teachers so far! All girls, and all very funny and cute.

Esp my physics teacher. She like one hyper small girl jump here jump there to express her thoughts! LOL.

And she told us not to go lan or get addicted to gaming cause she is a complete game addict. LOL. Once she starts, she can never stop. Up till now ._. So, we shouldn't start. HAHAHA.

And my maths teacher talks damn fast LOL. Made two major mistakes in Maths today, sickening -.-

And my geog class is totally fine without that stupid girl only. HAHAHA.

Alrighty. Although my class starts at 2PM tmr but I have to catch up on my winks.. yawn.

Goodnights!

I'll always be here for you, no matter what happens.

2011-02-23T00:13:00.003+08:00

Okay I admit. I'm pretty obsessed with Ukiss for now.

I guess this is just Kpop, you'll never like just ONE! T^T

~Alexander and Eli. ♥

DAMMIT. Kevin and Eli are going for stardate in HK tmr! GRRR. :@

Please end up slapping or hating the girls.

Okay okay, real stuff. Classes today were okaaaaay~ the teachers were cute and friendly haha.

I had a break from 1PM to 3:15Pm (2hr 15min), wth? Jaz had lesson at 2PM, so for another 1hr 15min I was alone stoning just sms-ing people.

._____.

Seriously. Every tues is gonna be like that. UGH.

I really hate this girl in my class. She's so annoying and can't shut up! This is what happened on the first lesson on the first day of school.

Guy comes in late*

Teacher: Why are you late?

Guy has yet to explain himself...

This annoying brat: Cher ah, faster penalize him leh! He come late leh. See?

Whole class was like "Wtf...."

Guy: Eh you can shut up anot!@#$%^&*( ~all the vulgarities.

It's that bad until a guy in my class almost wanted to pick a fight with her. And she still says he started it all?

C'mon. I'm so pissed with all this distraction, coming from her -.-

Oh well, gtg. Bye!

2011-02-21T23:52:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone!

First day of school was kinda boring. Like one hour briefing nia. Pssssh.

Got many ah bengs. O.O Lucky to have Jazreel by my side!

Hope tmr will be more productive! Weeee, lessons officially start! <:

Heheheh. Have to go off to bed soon. Talk to you tmr! Byeeeeee~

2011-02-21T00:28:00.005+08:00

It's like tomorrow already!

Haha. Okay theoretically speaking, it's today in another 12 hours and 45 mins.

Oh my goodness. Tonight cannot sleep already.

So excited yet a little afraid. (Afraid of scary classmates and mean teachers! *gasp) But I can pull through, because I have Jazreel and Ruishen! So happy <:

Well Ruishen will be coming on Wednesday cause he late entry so I guess, tmr it'll be with Jazreel!

Seriously, the excitement is killing me. But what if I'm excited for nothing? What if it isn't much of a big deal....

Anyways, ttyl. It's late omg. Goodnights! ^0^

2011-02-16T22:41:00.003+08:00

I always like posting food photography. Hehehe.

Hello. Hehehehehe.

Okay actually I don't really know what to say.

I like ang ku kueh. hehehe.

Hmmm. Okay... ytd I went out with mum to collect my 2PM teensmag prizes at EPL building. And I didn't know it was so near to Citycollege! (Seriously, turn and reach already).

Take cab somemore. Which was a huge mistake cause I left my phone in the cab *gasp*

Of course, mum short-circuited and went crazy. Luckily I was able to get it back!

And yes, I ALWAYS almost lose my phone. Never for once really lose it before =v=);;

The citycollege person (sitting infront of the computer) was a student last year who scored the highest! 4 distinctions in Lit, Chinese, Science and English.

And the best part was she's a huge Kpop fan hahahah.

Mum: Wow you're the highest scorer! Please teach my daughter how to be like you!

The girl (huiying): Yes... actually all you need is discipline to study and work hard for your goals.

Mum: You know I told her so many times not to take a break and must really study hard this year but she always go into her Korean stuff! (hey, this year not all the time okay! I feel wronged T^T But well, mums love to exaggerate..)

Huiying: OMG seriously?! Omg which group you like?!

Me: 2AM and 2PM!

Huiying: Oh i love 2PM! Hahahaha.

Mum: *shocked* She just got a 2PM prize from teensmag also..

Huiying: Oh my god can I see? Wow!

Mum: *Speechless*

Me: Unable to control laughter. PUAHAHAHAHA. Mum super fail.

Jazreel went for the interview ytd and it went well i think! I should be taking it tmr.. hope it goes well!

I think they will just ask normal stuff. Lol. Then poof, admitted in Citycollege successfully.

After that mum was suddenly in a great mood and bought G2000 clothes for me which I seriously love. Hehehe.

Ate LJS and went home in time for Dream High!

Today~ Study study study. Need help in Maths! All my knowledge of the formulas like kena flushed down the toilet or something. I hope school starts real soon so I can seek help >:

And I mean it!

Alright break time~ watching Ukiss Chef's kiss! Now i'm starting to like Soohyun and Kibum.

These two seriously can cause an explosion of laughter. Hahaha.

Bye!

5 more days!

2011-02-14T17:57:00.002+08:00

Awwwww.

Happy Valentine's day to all you readers. *O*

Having a date with my books. Hehehe bye~

GENERALHWANG, ChananaDay ♥

2011-02-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to the baby maknae of 2PM, Hwang Chansung! ^-^

General Hwang, Chanana, Perry, Italian maknae, Greasy maknae~

Hahaha endless nicknames!

Happy 21st birthday to him!

Wheehoooooooooooo.

2011-02-10T00:14:00.003+08:00

LOL WTF. THIS IS SO AWESOME.

Not that I have any skills or anything. But there's still that hope you know?

Hahaha, fangirls stuff.

Anyway, really hope it will be December though! If it's in Sept, I will seriously ... emo.

Okay back to reality.

Studying, bye :\

2011-02-09T16:42:00.007+08:00

~I shall make this one day :P

Hello readers! Studied for 5 hours straight and decided to have a break. :)

Btw, I was super happy yesterday! Because Jazreel is joining me in City College!

Yay, awesome news! Except she takes Eng maths and science while I take Geog maths and science.

Countdown to school start: 12 days moreee. Excited! Now that I have a partner hahaha.

And, I have to prepare for Major Exam 1 that's coming up soon, 14 March. Prepared yet still afraid! I wonder if I'll have international classmates... please no cheena ppl. -.-

- I don't know what your angry about, but I hope it doesn't affect our friendship.
It's not worth arguing over something small with someone I care for. I've known this feeling before.
Hope all your hatred will cease to exist soon :)

2011-02-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hello. It's Monday and everyone out there schooling are experiencing Monday blues. But not for me.

Well, not for too long. In another 2 weeks, I'm going to school!

Having mixed feeling about it. Excited (more of excited) yet sian. Sian cause I wont be free anymore.

Home schooling by myself has been pretty awesome so far <:

CNY @ Vanessalws House! Hehehe. With Aunt Grace family and Aunt Kelly's family (without Mitchell) at Aunt Susan's house! LOL.

Chit chatted alot during the day. There's weixin too, but I was kind of guilty when we were talking about studies cause she got nothing much to talk about that topic. >:

Aunt Susan's cooking was great! I like the curry the most hahahahaha even though it's damn spicy!

Weixin's elder sis is like so capable. *jealous* NUS student in Business, pretty plus she has a driver's license! And she can catwalk. Zzzz.

Then they left and as usual our family last to leave. So here are some photos!

Van, Me (in a skirt rofl), Michelle <:

Had fun webcamming with cameroid. Hehehe. CNY at Van's house was heart warming :)

Today! I'm so angry at myself for studying less than expected. >:

Hopefully I will be more disciplined tmr! At least half day.

Bye!

2011-02-04T18:17:00.008+08:00

meow.

Hello hello. Changed to a new blogskin and updated songs too!

I know, why my first song is English? This song is stuck in my head. That's all. Hahaha.

Isn't it nice ;)

Oh well. Today I'm spending CNY 2nd day at home. Kinda loving it though, the past two days were truly exhausting. But, I finally met up with my dearest cuzzies! ❤

Victoria came on the reunion dinner day straight from school alone. Since I was there alr, can chat with her.

Daaaaamn. H2 maths is seriously shiat -.-

Then the rest came after. Had reunion dinner and Kpop-ed all the way till 10 plus.

Next day, was CNY first day! Went ahma house and it was super boring. So went to ahgong's house earlier.

2nd day was more boring actually. Watched movies all the way. Hehe, Despicable me was the best. :D

Okaaaaay then left around 10 plus. Went home and slept early.

So today! Here I am. Same old same old.

It's a rather... meh day today. Nothing to do, and even if there is, too lazy to do...

Heh heh. Time for dinneerrrrrrr. Bye.

I'm so happy we're friends again. But then again, we won't be who we were.. before. Right? :\

2011-01-28T01:35:00.004+08:00

Hi people ♥. Yeah I'm back for the moment. Suddenly thought of my dead blog.

Studying have been smooth sailing so far~ Well, pretty much on Pure Geog for these few weeks.

And Pure geog is seriously too interesting. Love Plate tectonics and weather&climate the most.

Maybe after school starts I will focus more on maths and sciences. Which I need coaching on.

Ah, I can't wait for school to start! You must think I'm weird. But. I. Just. Can't. Wait. :D

Oh well. CNY's around the corner but I dont really have much mood for it.

Except for the food, I don't really have the mood. Seriously.

Omg. Don't you guys just hate it when someone badmouths you behind your back and doesn't have the decent guts to say it in the face?

Hey you. I guess I don't deserve anything good after my poor results. But I don't need your remarks to pull me down further. I have a goal now. And I won't stop till I reach it.

Don't laugh too early. I'll be back. Better and stronger than before.

Thanks for the comments anyway. You've just made me more determined to prove you wrong.

Alright, let's not end on a bad note. Vanessa's coming over to my house (for the second time this week) to study tmr! Hahaha, I love visitors. Cause I'm always lazy to leave home :P

Should be coaching her English tomorrow too. Baahhh, I have my own self-coaching to do as well.

It's late and I probably should sleep soon. But I'm not sleepy at all.

Oh well. Nights everyone. :)

2011-01-13T15:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people. I won't be able to talk muchie about kpop anymore, cause I'll be studying! T^T

Grrrrs. So pissed at myself for the disgusting results. Gonna work harder. Although I don't exactly aim for JC or anything.

Ohyes, and I've decided to forget about my korea trip. What's the point of going on a trip when I know I obviously don't deserve it? :\

Well, my mum was all ready to go. So she's a little disappointed :( *sigh*

But I'm thankful that my parents are supporting me all the way. Although I think i would have felt better if they scolded me upside down instead of telling me it's okay.

HWAITING! DON'T STOP CAN'T STOP.

Kays, gonna go study now. It has been marathon studying since I knew my omgwtf results.

Hope my private school treats me well. It starts 21 Feb!

Updates 1 dec ~ now :D

2010-12-30T20:13:00.017+08:00

I finally updated. Finally! HAHA.

Long post.

1st Dec.

Went airport to fetch 2AM! But I couldn't wait till Kwon arrived (at 1am plus).

Still, I managed to see Ong jinwoon and Changmin! *O*

Hehehehehehe. And I got my STILL 2:00PM poster from maddie, but had a hard time being a fangirl while holding it in my hand all the time! LOL.

2nd Dec.

Yeah that's their freaking signatures! :D

Heh. Went to queue like 7 plus in the morning. Can you spot me from the photos?

I was that near the front lol. Most memorable thing ever was that I managed to talk and shake hands with Seulong!

I was shaking like a leaf. But somehow I managed to say I love you out.

And he shook my hand and said I love you back. *practically died*

I wanted to say I love yous to the rest but after Ong that experience I was too spazzed too say anything .__.

I just kept saying Hello Hello Hello that's all! FML. :(

Ong's hand was very smooth ^^

4th Dec.

Taec kissed the hand of that red micky girl :O

Mnet Ultimate Live 2010 was simply the best! Although I couldnt breathe continuously and cant even move my hands.

I was in the public queue (which is bad) but the people there squeeze until I got to the front.

Touched 2PM Junsu's hand! *faint* And eye contact with many others.

I was very happy although I was literally limping after I left the hall. Sprained right ankle -.-

I think there were about 4,000 people there. In that small hall!

Anyways, It was unforgettable :')

Started to spaz alot about 2PM after that. Hehe.

16th dec.

Went out with Vanessa Loke and her mum to sentosa! Played a few times on the LUGE car ride.

Had much fun that day :)

Although it rained.

24th Dec.

JYP Nation's TEAMPLAY and 2AM 1st Solo concert in Seoul a huge success!

Congrats to them! ^^b

25th dec.

Went out with Vanessa and her mum to T1 to (sort of) celebrate Christmas. Ate and laughed about alot :)

Mummy said she wont mind going Korea with me next year Feb! *super high*

28th dec.

Went out with Vanessa again! Haha. To shop ~

Up there are what I bought :)

I love the sweater to the very max! ♥

Yeah, that took a hell lot of time.

Going to Chetwin's house to celebrate his LAST DAY OF THE YEAR birthday :)

Finally 16 eh? Happy birthday to you! :D

Happy last day of 2010, and heeeeelllllllooooooo 2011!

2010-11-28T11:36:00.002+08:00

ANNYEONG! ^^

Haha, I know my blog is quite dead. Very lazy to update.

Heheheheheheh.

I want this lightstick! So pretty ~

2AM SHOW in 3D! In all korea cinemas from 2 DEC!

Super nice man. Damn, I want to watch. But i will be face2face with them on that day...

My Man

2010-11-13T23:25:00.006+08:00

In MV "It cant be real" By Jin Jeong Hee. Jealous much.

OMG.

My Golden Ticket! :D

Hurhur. Hi, O levels are finally O-V-E-R! :D

Bio students, Good luck for tomorrow's paper! ~

Had "chalet" yesterday. Although it didnt came out as I expected, but I had fun in the end :)

Today, I just knew about 2AM albums being sold in SG. It started like on 12th at 6. And at that time I was planning to go out too... ._.

Anyway! Went to try my luck and I got it! I seriously, can't believe it.

(The golden part was able to be seen! Haha, so heng right?)

I have the fangirl-feel again :)

Right now, I have too much free time. Manz, boring die me ._.

Hope monday will be a real chalet for me. Can't wait! *bites finger*

2010-09-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hello all! I'm back for today.
Tomorrow will be the last day of my prelims! *happy
Ahh, but I'm afraid of my results :(

Those heartless people! I will dao you tomorrow/the day after tomorrow! HERNH.
Toodles~! My neck pain :(

2010-09-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Hi. My phone died, changed to spare LG TOUCHSCREEN phone and I'm using Internet via iPhone.
Gonna have nightmares of touchscreen :(

btw, gave up on Kpop night. Seriously. 200 plus for just 2 hours?!?!?
Not worth it.
Bye, hope I pass maths mock test tmr :\

Happy kwon day!

2010-08-27T23:51:00.012+08:00

Happy 22nd Birthday KWONNIE OPPA! :D

Saranghamnida! Stay dorky and cute as always yeah? Baby skin forever! :)

Hahahahaha. It's my boyfriend's birthday :D

LOL. DNT was a disaster, I didnt get to finish stuff like Evaluation of Product.

Cried like mega shit. You know why? Cause some people just cant follow the rules.

Now you've gone and made everyone unhappy. Wheehoo.

Anw, Mr Wilma said I can score at least B3. Idk, how can i trust that?

SIGH. I should be happy, I really should be.

Had "night class" after passing up dnt. Went home feeling weird, without my journal.

Moodless. I have the feel to do DNT! But... i cant anymore. :(

I need chocolate. Bb.

2010-08-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

20's choice award :\

Pretty upset with the MC. Look at Kwonnie's disappointed face @0:41sec :(

Oh welz. DNT duedate tmr! AHHHHHHH, frantic to the maximum.
People are studying chem, but here i am doing DNT. My chem is sucking big time.
Hoooooooz. Good luck to myself.

Anyways, Kwon birthday just the day after tmr! :D
I'm excited :D

2010-08-26T00:34:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I'm so anticipating Kpop night concert! And I think i'm getting VIP?
Hehe. Gabbbbbbbbb's gonna update me!
Fellow fans, I'm going to be fighting for the ticket(s)~~~~~ ^^

Okay. DNT coursework check: 2 days.
.____.

2010-08-22T00:30:00.001+08:00

Kwon celebrated early birthday! :D

I. WANT. TO. GO.

HAHAHAH. I finally airmailed the present! For kwonnie~~
Along with other IAMs presents. There weren't many :\
I hope he likes it! :D
Mandy was there to sent it off too. And she was rushing off to CNBlue's showcase. She always gets the good stuff ._.

After that, DNT-ed all the way till 7 plus. Was supposed to go in the morning but I just knew it in the afternoon -.-
WOW.
Then went out again with family for dinner. Passed by a shop that played Lucifer! :D
I dont know why, but it really felt very shiok you know! HAHAHAHAHA.

Videos for self-entertainment.

OMG they kissed! seriously, Kwon's laugh is omg.

I love their dance moves! :D

2010-08-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Spaz :D
nights! I'm getting pimples due to late nights on comp. ARGH.

2010-08-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

Aww >:

ONEDAY! :D

I wish they were back! *fan girl mode*
ARGH! Nights world.
Good luck for me tmr.

2010-08-10T10:50:00.002+08:00

angel kwon~ ^^

I'm sleepy. I'm hungry.

But I'm in school having DNT :\

ARGH.

2010-08-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

Kwonnie with IAM henna :D

A year ago, this day was a really happy day.

Sigh. I wish you all the best. I'm gonna be okay.

ENOUGH OF THE SAD STUFF.

Today, went outtttttt and ate at Manpuku. Ate alot.

Bought two new books! :D

Hahaha. Ate dessert at some hk dessert stall @ t1. Ate ate ate.

I'm so going to exercise and lose weight somehow. Ginormous appetite of mine -.-

Okay! The 7th month is here, but I'm not going to be scared. Am i?

Kayyyyy. Nights.

And happy birthday SG! :D

I'm jealous of IAMs in korea. They had lunch with 2AM.

What's this?!?! ._.

2010-07-28T12:36:00.005+08:00

In comp lab now, DNT <: Hahahaha. Excited for friday! LOL. And our school is biased. Pure classes got VIP seats but non pure classes got normal seats only. >:

Happy birthday ShuHui!
Many happy returns to you <:
Haha, your status make me feel confused and irritated at the same time. If you think that way, fine. Btw, I'm pretty happy with who i am now <:
It's true that once you hate someone, everything they do will be irritating. Maybe that's how you feel. Understandable k.

2010-07-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hi! Anw, here's a really short post.
I'm so screwed for today's chem test! HAHAHAHAHA.
Why no mood study, i also dunno.
Alright bye! I told you it will be short :D

Byeeeeeeeeee.
32 more days. OMG.

2010-07-25T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hi world. I'm back :)
I've just read some disgusting blogs. Ugh. But somehow, they made my day :D

Just acia for lunch. Then shopped at Downtown and Whitesands.
Nothing much actually.

Chatted with Alistair. Zzz, he keep insulting SHINee. But at least he is ONEDAY, and I'm ONEDAY!
But still, SHINee is NOT GAY. HMPH.
I tried proving him wrong by finding jaypark gay shots, but i cant find any :(

I want to buy contact lens! :\
And, I think I'm so screwed for tmr chem test :(

byeeeeeeee.
34 more days! :3

2010-07-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

seriously super cute caaaaaaan. Gain so cute <:
SHINee, comeback stage @Music core <:

Met up with Cheryl to do DNT. Well, did not go as planned, like usual.
Ate at men men don don. Then go T1 teadot to do DNT. Laughed like crap la, idk why. for many reasons.
I dont like "Cookie monster's fav" :D
Likes "Little red fuji" more!

Me: *Looks around bus* Looks like we're all Pokka fans. Hahaha. Go to hell Yeo's!
Cheryl: Yeo's also nice la.
Me: Yea. I anyhow only la (:
Cheryl: -.- "I bet Yeo's (drink brand) came from a Yeo family.
Me: Ohhhh. Then Pokka leh. Come from Pok family.
Cheryl: *laughs like crap*

I realise I've been laughing alot at my own jokes too. Hahahaha.

Then at night, collected Shanice's SHINee key earring (which btw is damn chio).
Talked awhile with the sisters (Isabelle and her two other sisters) <:
Crap about kpop. Obviously right? (:
And one of my ex primary school friend also bought earrings from Isabelle. Small world.
She is a biggg SHINee fan. Hahaha.

Nights nights nights.
Stay tuned for 2AM's comeback! THEY. ARE. COMING. BACK.
Recording now! Super excited la can.
And, another 34 days to Kwonnie's birthday!

Woooooooh.

2010-07-23T22:39:00.004+08:00

SHINee come back stage! <:

Hokay, school was short short today! Hahahahaha.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JIMMY OPPPPPPPA <:
*feels weird all over*

Ate KFC after school. Then went Cheryl's house to slack and watch Mubank.
Slept after hearing boring songs. Woke up feeling hungry, and Cheryl gave me blueberry tart to eat.
I ate awhile only, while stoning. Then this Roxy, all of a sudden jump and barkkkkkkkk.
Totally xia dao. I shouted OMO alot of times and drop my tart on my lap. (still edible la k)
Then I cried and laughed. Glad no one saw it, sheesh it's so embarassing.
I think if I live with a dog that barks alot, I will die early :(
really.

Watched Music bank and it was so super cool! <:
Poor minho :(
He must be feeling alot of unfairness inside now. I hope he recovers soon soon!

Excited for Concert? yesssssssssssssssssss <:
Hahahahahahahaha.
Ugh, I hate it. My sickness is always connected to one another.
First flu, now sorethroat. I hope I dont get fever next -.-

2010-07-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

Loverholic Robotronic~ <:
SHINee's new hit song: Lucifer. I give a ratings of 4/5 stars :D
The star that didnt got it.. I'M SORRY!!!! Still not used to it ... T^T

Hahahaha. It's a catchy song anws. Ready or not is quite nice too <:
O level MT Listening compre was easier than I thought! <:
Although I think I lost one mark already. After the paper actually got confidence of scoring full marks. Then hear others discussing.. yeah :(
Ate KFC. Went Rivervale mall Daiso. Bought peach candy. Went home. <:

Gahhh. I want watch Despicable me. Watching with IAMs this sat I hope!
ITZ SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
-plokplokplok- *makes sound with cheeks*

Hokay, nights. It's like racial harmony celebration tmr?
Yeaahh.

Anw, Cheryl and Cianyuh, If you're wondering how the Key earring name will look like, it's something like this. But this is the 2AM one.

2010-07-20T00:01:00.003+08:00

Inkigayou MC intro! :D

Kay, need to go sleep now. Will update seldom these days :(
Anwwwwww. Wish me luck tmr for MT compre! :D

~~You have no idea how much I want to talk to you again.~~

2010-07-17T12:18:00.003+08:00

Jung Yong Hwa, Sul Li and Jo kwon are going to be MCs for Inkigayo on SBS tmr! :D

Hahahahahahaha. Watching onlinee.

It's a boring saturday >:

Watched sweet potato couple on WGM, and they are so cute. Jinwoonnie is super cute! :D

Going out for lunch soon. Byeeeeee~ :)

Kwonnie's birthday is 42 days away! ♥

And, Taeminnie's birthday is tmr :D

2010-07-16T21:50:00.003+08:00

Ashley tagged me in these photos in fb :)
Super cuteeeeeeeeeeee ttm <:

Anw, I hate Shianglin and Zongxun very much today. You guys suck the the very max! >:@

HMPH. For today. Tomorrow I will most likely forgive you both as usual.

I hate myself >:(

Went to meet IAM loves today. Went and totally lost my way, seriously. Lost for one whole bloody hour.

Like from Clarke Quay walk all the way to Raffles there. I was supposed to meet them at Minds Cafe ._.

Lucky I met Fiona and Ashley. LOL.

And when I reached, I realised I had forgotten about maths after school. -.-

UGH.

Met up with Ashley, Michelle, Fiona, Jiayi, kaini, and Joey at Minds cafe. It's a not bad place! :D

I like all the card and board games over there lol. And free flow drinks. Likeeeeeeeeeey.

After playing finish, left for Central. Joey, kaini left. Walk abit, then go side of SG river chat. Me and Fiona left after awhile.

Sad, the rest go eat Seoul Garden with Mandy for dinner >:

V saddddddd.

Anw, I heard kwonnie's voice on radio 1003 just now!

*swooooooooons*

Nights! :D

- Kwonnie tweeted: I like to stand at the window watching the rain ♡

2010-07-15T18:50:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiii.
I guess I will really study tonight <:
Watch this, ahaha. The MC, lookalike changmin. Spotted myself :x

Anws, 2AM peeps, tune in to radio 1003 tmr between 9 to 10pm! - 2AM interview.
Maybe it's the same as entertainment on five's (really short one, ughhh)
2AM Exclusive interview: Entertainment On 5 Episode 6
Watch from 35:49 to 38:49. The rest is blahhhhh :D
And and, people who have SBS, watch Inkigayo on the 18th! Kwonnie will be the MC~~~~~~
*spazzzzzzz*

I'm sorry, That will be all! Bye :D

2010-07-13T23:15:00.005+08:00

Okay, MIA failed.

Spot the crazy fan girl waving a "IAMinSG" board! Hahahahahaha :)
I love 2am to death.

To give 'yall an idea, it looks like this :)

School was long as usual. It's always long! >:(

After school, met up with my IAM peeps, Ashley and Arashi :D

Loveszxvmn them. ♥

Ashley! :D

Arashi! :D

Ate peppppppper lunch and St. Anderson icecream (Blueberry ftw)

Super miss them la. Miss 2AM even more :((((

So we spazzzzed about 2AM. Sorry, fan girls are just like this everyday :D

Kwonnie's birthday is coming reaaaaaally soon! <:

So we walked around for ideas but didnt really decide on anything. HAHA.

We were actually gossipping about the kwon-freak in our FC. Feal super bad now >:

But! She did steal my kwonnie banner :'(

- SO TOTALLY GONNA BUY TEENS MAG TMR. They are in it! :D

Sad, I didnt have money left when I wanted to buy it. Darn it la!

So that summarizes my great day :D

Now, I need to catch up on my sleep. Feeling really worn out this few days :(

Ciao!

2010-07-11T08:59:00.006+08:00

Introductions! :D

Can't Let you go! :D (a little out of sync)

This song! (Dedicated to IAMinSG!)

Confessions of a friend! :D

KKAP KWONNIE!!!!!! *faints*

Jal mo tasso! :D

2010-07-09T23:44:00.005+08:00

I had the worst ending to my day -.-
Disgusting uncle. I hope one day your precious rots and falls off.
Mega tsk.

Anw anw anw anw.
Tmr is the day! Another .... idk how many hours :D

They are in SG now now now! And at IMM rehearsing. Stupid people go there camp when we specifically said not to.
And 2AM said they want the fans to go home and rest. Sweet not? (:
Hahahaha, spasm.

Met up with a few IAMs today after school to do board making. So fun, I clicked with all of them almost immediately. (:
Yeahhhhh. Did banner making for about till 7 then went for lunch @ pepper lunch in AMK hub.
Got the fan tees from Maddie! :D Lovezxcvmn.
Well, didnt take a picture of it. <:

Merchandise! Ahhhhhhhh~

IAMinSG 2AM stickies! :D

Landyard!

Membership card.

Hokay, off to bed now. Another 4 more hours i'll be waking up :\
They have arrived in SG! (1 hour plus ago). Now rehearsing in IMM! Sadly, there are some stubborn fans. Despite so many times we've emphasized, they still go camp there -.-
WDV.

OMG. (First to last: Jinwoon, Changmin, Seulong & Kwonnie)
Kwonnie niang ttm. What's with the ponytail, bag and the pose :D

Anw, greaaaaat news. I think IAMinSG will be going on stage on SSS to present 2AM with the cake and presents for their 2nd anniversary! (upclose) :3
*faints*

2010-07-07T23:25:00.002+08:00

TIREDZXCVMN.

MT orals stink big time. So nervous! Ahhhh, wdv lahs.
I'm like so busy now. Hectic week ttm cause of events on weekends.
AHHHHHHHH! I want autograph ticket :(

Off for bed now I guess. Breakout breakout.

2010-07-06T23:32:00.002+08:00

Should be asleep now!
Zzzz, having MT orals tmr. Suck ttm can? >:
Grizel tutored me MT oral reading today. She and Chee xz say I read very funny :x

Oh man, what am I doing watching Music Bank (repeat) at this hour -.-

SO GUUUUNIGHTZ EVERYBODY.
Wish me luck tmr! I hope I dont make the invigilator laugh :O

2010-07-05T16:54:00.003+08:00

Awwwwwww. ♥

Back from tuition. I'm like, reaaaaaaally bored today.

Went to buy bubbletea on the way home. Asked for red milk tea, the auntie gave me Grape milk tea.

Red, grape. Nvm, at least grape was not bad :)

Tomorrow is going to be hectic week for me. Aish.

Oh, it's tvN FM. Bye! :D

2010-07-05T12:38:00.002+08:00

Hello, it's a lazy moooooooooonday.
However, I have tuition later @ 2PM. Changed date cause I cant make it next Sunday. (:
MT 'O' orals, I so want to get over you -.-

Bye. Hope I can get merchandises by tmr :\

2010-07-04T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiii.
Watched Lovely Bones @ home before rushing off to TM to watch Eclipse with family.
Lovely bones is a great show! Although after watching it, I think I will never trust a carpenter again.
EVER :O

Eclipse was okay okay la. Taylor Lautner is HOT can?! :D
Alot of touchy feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeely. HAHAHAHA.
Went to wash my camera photo film today. Should be ready by Wednesday.
Then went to eat and go home. (:

AHHHHHHH..... another 5 more days! :3

2010-07-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

Video finally on youtube. Can't translate, I'm sorry. Hana dul sae! :D

Hi, back from a long day! Only girl that went for maths today...
After that was gonna go buy headset with Henry, but plan failed cause he had oral. Oh wellz.
Spend time waiting for Shuhui to finish her Oral then went to eat mac (Totally failed diet. ARGH)
Chatted awhile then rushed off to meet IAMinSG group to make message book. Was late, but there was very little people. Mandy said mine will stand out alot, because my words were huge (purposely one :D)
Did our work @ Teadot, T1. Little red fuji rocks, but I was the only one that liked it over there ._.
Left around 4 plus. Very satisfied with my message :D

Went out with family later. Perfect weather to sleep, but ahh.. had to go out :<>

Guess what. I had the best surprise in the morning.

I GOT SHENGSIONG TICKETS TO SEE 2AM ON 11TH!
Alistair is jealous much. Haha, sorry I only got one.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2010-07-02T18:31:00.003+08:00

:D

It's a great weather now, to be homeee :D
Hahaha.

Tmr is going to be damn packed.
Maths class > Meetup w/ IAMinSG to do 2AM message book > Meet up with henry to buy audio technica (Gold, jokwon's!) headphones.
Yawns. It's really a great weather to sleep. But I've got to eat dinner.
As i've said, I will most likely fail my diet :<

Wanna lose kilos before 10 july. Not obsessed with losing weight, but I think it's okay to lose some right? <:
Hahahahahaha, bye.

Great day! :D

2010-07-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

Auntie mei's watermelon and grassjelly dessert.

Mine/Huiting's Mango dessert.

Cheryl's Strawberry dessert.

Kelly's Mango and Watermelon paradise.

Millionzxc thanks to Auntie Mei for treating us lunch today! (Meal at Cosmo + Dessert at HKcafe)

I felt like a water balloon all the way home :x

Ate too much ~ AHHH.

School was long again today ~ All double periods mah. Tired.

It's like everyday I come home only to do some homework and go online, then sleep -_-

LOL. Bye, off to updateeeeee :D

2010-06-30T19:48:00.003+08:00

Kwonnie's digital single, in stores tmr! :D

Hi, I was pretty moodless in the morning but I'm not now! :D

Moodless cuase I thought I lost my DNT journal forever, but I got it back. Left it @ century square's toastbox -.-

Sooooo yeeaaaaaaah.

2AM's 2nd year anniversary is on 11th July. Shengsiong show ._.

Hmmm, I think we're presenting a cake to them? HAHA :D

And when I mean we, I mean 50 IAMinSGs without me :(

Date to receive the fan items delayed till 6th. Day before I take O level mt oral.

Scared loh. Tried talking in chinese today during MT, but it was damn awkward and funny so I stopped :D

Okay nothing much to say.. so here's something random <:

Jokwonnie's 100 rules:

1. To be dutiful to your parents.

2. To give your parents a call frequently, even if busy.

3. To not litter on the streets.

4. Remembering to eat when it’s time.

5. Knowing that if you lose your health, you lose everything.

6. To always have positive thoughts.

7. To drink a glass of water when waking up in the morning.

8. To think you’re happy and to live each day by it.

9. To think of your own importance.

10. Never forgetting to be humble.

11. Thinking once more before speaking.

12. To listen to other people’s words also.

13. Having the heart to think of others.

14. To prepare with thoroughness for recording.

15. To not feel down because you made a mistake.

16. To not be conceited.

17. Even though you’re angry, try to hold it in once more.

18. To greet sunbaes/hoobaes first.

19. Establish good relationships with sunbaes/hoobaes.

20. To have fun when recording.

21. To read a good book from time to time.

22. To not be careless to the people around you.

23. To maintain good relationships with the people around you.

24. To monitor (watch) your recordings (shows, radio performances, etc.)

25. To not practice as if you’re just getting by with it.

26. To not falter when seeing a negative comment.

27. When seeing caps (of images), to not criticize your looks.

28. To relieve stress from time to time.

29. To be thankful everyday when thinking of the days before the ‘2567 days’ (Kwon’s trainee days estimated).

30. To not throw away presents and letters from fans but to cherish them.

31. To not play until late in the hours and to sleep early.

32. To make a lot of money.

33. Even if someone asks for money, to not give them exceedingly.

34. To maintain your flow of money

35. To drink (alcohol) accordingly to your tolerance.

36. To do your own work.

37. To not fear your mistakes.

38. Instead of being the best, to do your best.

39. To have the confidence of thinking you’re the best.

40. To not give up easily if something doesn’t work out.

41. To not over-act on showing only a better image of yourself.

42. To challenge yourself and not forgetting your dreams.

43. To not cause a scandal.44. To be careful of paparazzis.

45. To be careful of what you say when in an interview.

46. To be careful of women celebrities who seek men.

47. To not befriend those women celebrities who seek men.

48. To make lots of celebrity friends.

49. When at work, to think of women as rocks (to not be tempted).

50. To not cheat on one another.

51. If confident in not getting caught, to date when given the chance.

52. To take care of fans better when having a girlfriend.

53. To be careful of the streets at night.

54. To take a chance in acting whenever.

55. To take care of your baby-like skin.

56. To know how to say nice words, even if fans are catty.

57. To have wang ja byung (conceitedness slightly based on looks) sometimes.

58. To eat lots of fruit to obtain vitamins.

59. To drink lots of water in order to obtain lots of fluids.

60. To reduce on watching videos by DMB (Korea’s portable video player) to not worsen your vision.

61. To take care of your throat with care.

62. To take care of your awesome muscles.

63. To not dance Lee Jung Hyun’s ‘Wa’ dance and the muscle ‘Tell Me’ anywhere (link).

64. To bring those who hate you onto your side.

65. To not forget your origin as a singer.

66. To not lose focus.

67. To not look elsewhere aside from 2AM fans.

68. To not like only male fans.

69. To not be hurt because of anti-fans.

70. To not be scared when seeing fans’ faces.

71. To not be surprised when seeing fans approach you during recording.

72. To look at your fans and be enlightened when tired and in hard times.

73. To give a lot of fan service when on stage.

74. To try in remembering your fans.

75. To know the importance of fans.

76. To get along with your members.

77. To not turn around and cry alone when you do so.

78. To never think you’re alone.

79. To visit ‘Sung Ae Il In’ (Kwon’s fancafe) at least once a week, even if busy.

80. To think of ‘Sung Ae Il In’ family members and stay strong daily.

81. To think of your members as family and always love them and care for them.

82. To be confident in knowing that Jo Kwon is on our side and that we trust him no matter what.

83. To not carry all the burden alone as being a leader an excuse.

84. To know that Jo Kwon is the best leader.

85. To become the greatest musician.

86. To know that you shine as a singer on stage.

87. To care for ‘Sung Ae Il In’ at least 15 more than other fan cafes.

88. None ^^;;

89. To sleep when tired.

90. To go to the hospital when sick.

91. To not be picky with food and eat everything.

92. To not fall for nuna fans’ aggressiveness of presents.

93. To love fans that cheer when you’re on stage more than fans who come backstage.

94. To never forget fans who wait either in the heat or the cold.

95. To build up charm in bringing back fans that wander elsewhere.

96. To always be thankful for fans that love Jo Kwon.

97. To work hard in earning an award during that season.

98. To know your importance as you were born to be loved.

99. To remember in loving Jo Kwon itself.

100. To remember that Jo Kwon and ‘Sung Ae Il In’ are always one.

Some even I dont understand. But it's cool riiiiiiiight~~~~ ^^

2010-06-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Omo, seriously I laughed like mad from watching this. Jinwoon and SeulOng! Retarded idiots :D (5:25sec to 6:50sec)
LAUGH YOUR HEART OUT MAN :D

2010-06-29T20:32:00.003+08:00

Horribly long day at school. Why did monday pass by so fast but today was like so slow ._.

It felt like as if it was end of school after maths lesson. LOL.

Anw, I gained 2-3kg -_-

I guess that's what you expect from a big eater after holidays. But on the bright side: I grew taller! By 2cm! :D

Finally.

And no 2.4km today. Wheeeee, we're like never gonna take it? HAHA :D

XYZ awhile after school and went home. Seriously TBT the two malay guys who were sitting behind me in the bus -.-

Shout and laugh until even when listening to music, I can still hear their stupid voice. Somemore kick my chair all that. It was double decked bus, and I left my seat (upstairs) and went down even when it was not time to alight yet.

WDV MANS. Mood spoiler, but seriously wdv :\

Updating my love. ♥

2010-06-28T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hello hello. First day of school? Ermmmmmm, idk.
It doesnt feel like first day at school. Still in hoilday mood :\

Had lunch at Koba with girls and xyz for awhile. Went crazy over there. Stress time-bomb in my head for that short period of time! About money, time and my stupid earring that dropped and took me a long time to find -.-
Was supposed to meet Mandy @ 5 but due to delay, met @ 6 plus instead. LOL.
Then went TM with CPLH. Keep laughing along the way about random things.
"Hello, welcome to breaaaaaaadtalk!" HAHA, laughed like mad la! :D
Met Mandy to pay for the fan stuff. Finally! She is pretty friendly :)
After payment, went home with CPLH. Lalalalalaa, I'm home! (hours and hours ago)

Okay, HW time. There's 2.4km run tmr (I think), and I'm so not looking forward to it :(

2010-06-27T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hello, it's about another 8 and a quarter more hours to school reopen ._.
Wonderful. I bet I'm really going to stone tmr in school, really.
Well, excited to pay fanclub money to Mandy (IAMinSG admin) tmr~

I'm feeling excited for something, but I dont know what :\
Crap.
See you guys real soon!

Anticipating 3rd July! :D

2010-06-27T18:07:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD. Happy, cause I got the fan stuff! :D
It was so hard. But I made it :D

Lol. Now I'm going out for dinner.
Tomorrow is school reopen, whee. 75% homework not yet touched.
Good luck to me tmr :\

- WGM khuntoria is cute <:

2010-06-26T22:44:00.003+08:00

Kwonnie's emotions are super sad, maybe because he's mourning over Sunye (wondergirls) father's recent death...
Cheer up oppa! ♥

- Anyway, Changmin is a damn good singer from this video itself eh.
Alrights, went out to eat at kallang area. Passed by 313 and I was so upset :(
Orchard has a lot a lot of people today leh! My dad said it's normal. Where got normal sia.
Maybe it's because 2AM is here in SG already? .___.

Homework not even started yet. Zz.
The hair vitamins are good. Gonna buy more from Grizel next time. Heh heh :D

2AM Album, SG!

2010-06-25T21:47:00.008+08:00

New 2AM friends! : Tiana(Loves Jinwoon) & Fizah(Loves jokwon)
2AM poster! Kyaaaaa ~~ :D
Scratched, all of us didnt get it. :(
Jiancheng! :D
Fizah using her Jaebeom nametag to open her album.

Alright, I'm pretty upset because I didnt get the meet and greet even though I was the earliest. (I think? Should be bah)

Went to 313 somerset's HMV. I thought there was a queue already but I think I was kiasu? -.- ( I thought there was a queue at around 10am or something loh. Zz. )

Waited for Jiancheng to come. I was damn early I think, queue starts at 5pm and only can buy at 7pm, But I was already there at 3pm.

To save money, I came prepared. Ate nutella bread I made at home for lunch. Yummmm!

While waiting, I met a fellow 2am fan, Fizah. We love Jokwonnie! :D

Hahahaha. Chatted and chatted till they opened the queue. We were first :)

Later on, Jiancheng and Fizah's friend, Tiana came. Talked about random 2am and other kpop stuff all the way until it was time to buy the album.

I didnt know there was a poster! IAMinSG didnt inform us about it, So I was quite surprised and happy at the same time. However, all of us scratched and were disappointed in the end :(

But on a brighter side, at least we can go for the showcase, right? HAHAHA.

I think all the 2AM albums might be sold out today. Only 1000 copies I think.

- Ooooooooooh boooz. I'm still upset over not getting the meet and greet :(

Gonna cheer myself up with some foooooood. Can't wait for 10 july to come!

And I think 2AM is boarding the plane to come SG now! OMG, annyeong 2AM! ^^

Hope you enjoy your stay here!

Saranghaeyoooooooooooo oppas ~ ♥

2010-06-25T08:03:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG SO HIGH NOW NOW NOW!
2AM greeted Singapore fans @ Korea! WOOHOOOOOOO!
(See my 2nd latest video update on fb)
Kwon ah! ♥

Anw, SG version of album sales starts today! Bye! :D

2010-06-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

OHOH! EP 30 Adam couple is baaaaaack, gonna be watching it. BYE :D
- 5hr and 30 mins more! :\

Happy birthday :D

2010-06-24T16:17:00.003+08:00

It's Thai Prince Nichkhun's birthday today! :D
Let's wish him a happy one! Stay drop-dead-charming always :D

Okay, random 2AM videos.

I like this one! Although it's all in korean :)
And the person interviewing them is a GUY, fyi. OMFG right? -.-

2010-06-24T13:59:00.005+08:00

AHHHHHH~ Why must all the Kpop groups come this year. O level year siol.

Still trying my best to get a chance to meet them :D

Another 16 more days only. Sigh.

Should I change my phone to Samsung Wave? :\

Can't I have you? :(

Not meant to be? :(

2010-06-24T01:14:00.004+08:00

PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS NOT HAPPENING
Why no more tickets?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY :'(

Ugh. They say all 2AM Shengsiong tickets are SOLD OUT. Sold to people who didnt managed to get U-kiss tickets the other time.

Unfairness to the very max. I hate it! >:@

Well, at least now there's left the IMM Showcase session. But not fanmeet :(

And I have to purchase another album?! ._. (SG version)

Walao. I bought the korean version for WHAAAAAAAAT?!??!

Nevermind. I'm appealing for people who have the 2AM shengsiong tickets to sell to me. Which is highly impossible.

I'm going to cry in my sleep tonight :(

- 2AM, please organise a fanmeeting soon~! :O

Hair, gone!

2010-06-23T20:31:00.004+08:00

Idol World Season 3 EP 4. Jokwonnie+Jaebeom. The perfect couple, haha! :)

2AM/2PM fans should watch! :D

LOL. Everyone I had my hair cut today, @ CPLH's friend's house with HT :)
Not much difference I think. My fringe just shorter and my behind hair a little thinner.
But still feels thick.
Anw, I think the person who cut my hair was very friendly :D

Before that I had maths and dnt in the morning. Really cui :(
But at least Dnt was more relaxed. More like "playing games session" than DNT lesson loh! :D
After lesson, Tauhwey-ed with Mr Choo, CYQ and GrizelK. Talked about scary stuff out of the blue, lol.
Then went to meet CPLH and HT to cut hair, which I ended up being late as usual :\

After cut hair, go CPLH's house. Today Roxy super hiiigh! Haha, then go home.
Super bekchek that I can't drink any cold drinks. GRRRRS >:@
On a random note: I LOVE EATING NUTELLA BREAD AT CPLH'S HOUSE. :D

It's 2AM, yo! :D

2010-06-22T23:03:00.004+08:00

Credits to CPLH! :D
Credits to ALXY! :D

CPLH's B2st Album & Ticket! :D

Happy siao. Got 2AM album (CD+DVD)! Direct import from Korea! :D (With CPLH's help! Extra money, Popular card discount, bag to protect my album... :D)

Weeeeeeeewhoooooooooo~~~~~~

Although today I'm supposed to moodswing alot, but I'm very very happy in the end! :D

After that, went to CPLH's house to test out our new albums and slack. Today's SGB not nice leh :(

Hahahaha. I wanted the other album though. That cost $20++. The cover is nicer, I think.

I thought there would be a poster inside.... >:

Oh wellll. Next on my list will be 2AM poster :D

It's 2AM time. Gonna be watching 2AM news on Youtube. Bye <:

- Tried the 2AM DVD and it's so cool! Although it's all in korean :\

Haha. I can't help it, I'm 2AM freak alr. LOL.

2010-06-22T09:47:00.003+08:00

사랑해요 ~

Going out with CPLH to get my 2AM album <:

So excited! Omo.

And I have to bathe now or I'll be late. Bye!

2010-06-21T18:15:00.004+08:00

Chu~ ♥

His latest twitted photo I think. He was playing the piano. He plays well :3

I'm very happy because 1.) 2AM is coming to SG anytime soon. 2.) I might be getting a 2AM album soon! <:

And Vincent Tang says he will try his best to help me find 2AM stuff from his supplier.

I told him he rock and he said he havent find, so he dont rock yet. So I told him as long as he try jiu ke yi rock abit le :D

LOL.

Finished 2AM day already! It was cute, although there were only 4 episodes :(

However, there will be more to come.. I think. (Jinwoon oppa said so. I hope he keeps his promise!)

Going to hunt for other 2AM related variety shows, a few videos here from SSP that I think was funny :)

2010-06-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

It's U-KISS on ShengSiong show now! :3
However, their performance are most probably going to be at end of the show :\

I'm going nuts. 2AM is coming to SG around first week of july! And, I heard it's going to be on ShengSiong show too -_-
But it's not confirmed yet. When did Shengsiong become such a great place for Kpop idols to feature on?
GAH.
Oh my god. The performance is starting! Alexandra, Kevin, Dongho! ^^

2010-06-19T22:35:00.002+08:00

CUTE! <:

-There are still more! :D
Watched Gain and Jokwon WGM till ep 29 end. Ep 30 (eng) is nowhere to be found! :(
Welllll. Until some kind soul uploads it, I'll be watching 2AM Day. And 2AM BEG Kara SangSang Plus <:

2010-06-19T13:45:00.003+08:00

I'm jealous!

The dance is from 0:25 to 1:25. The rest is talking in hangul ._.

Oh well. Ytd shopping was great! Although I was tired and sick at the same time.
It was mummy's last day of work leave. So she brought us out shopping @ Ion.
I felt so unsophisticated because it was filled with sophisticated people ._.

Everything is so bloody expensive. But I managed to get a mood lip gloss and Hand cream from Sephora. Lip gloss changes colour according to mood :D
Ate Teochew Abacus yam noodles for the first time. Nice :D
Bought royce chocolates and went home.

Bathed and immediately slept until 1 plus this afternoon. Finally rested enough.
No tuition today and tmr. Holidays are ending in about a week's time :(
And I've not touched any of my homework yet. Ugh.

2010-06-18T14:09:00.003+08:00

S.Korea forever FIGHTING! ^^

Okay, another pictureless post. Holga, all in my Holga you see.

BBQ was awesome! (Although there was slight drizzling at first.) KJ and Vivian make great chefs. Haha! :D

Had much fun BBQ-ing the food too. SK make great BBQ-ed marshmellows! :D

After BBQ, many left for home. Only Cheryl, HT, Kelly, Steph, Tx and Zs remained. The girls and I went for KBOX! :D

While the guys sat outside and waited for us.... *guilty*

Okay la, starting me and Cheryl very high cause of Kpop songs. But most of the english ones I will stone ._.

The room was so cold! And worst, I was having flu. (Thanks to Rapids Adventure at US -.-)

Sang till my voice was hoarse. LOL, so many kpop songs dance here dance there on the sofa :D

I LOVE ABRACADABRA. LOL.

After Kbox, went C's house to put our stuff. Only girls. I felt like a ninja! I'm Serious! (And cheryl thinks it's damn funny ._.)

Took cab there. Guys budget, walk there.
Breaking into the owner's house with the owner's help. EPIC HUH :D

Haha. While waiting for the guys to slowly walk to C's house, i took a nap. For only 15min.

Went down, chatted awhile. It was like 5 plus in the morning?! o.o

After awhile went up again. This time, slept till 8 plus plus. Awoken by the guys, they came into Cheryl's room unexpectedly and I still thought it was Cheryl's dad -.-

Me and kelly woke up first. The rest still slept like logs till about 11am.

Zs can really make me laugh sometimes. It's not intentionally one! I just knew his skin is sensitive to dog saliva, but he wanted to pet Roxy. But Roxy kept turning his head to look at Zs. Everytime roxy turned his head, Zs hand will retract damn fast. In the event, Zs punched himself in the face. His specs fell out of place.

Shit, now that I think about it, I can't get it out of my head. LOL!

Went home to finally bathe myself. My hair is not itchy anymore! :D

Thank god. Guess what, I'm going out shopping with mummy now. I hope I dont collapse halfway -.-

Universal Studios!

2010-06-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to apologize because this post will not have any photos of Universal Studio. They are all in my Holga :D
(And, the fact that my 3.2 megapixel camera phone takes lousy quality photos ): )

Had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
Okay Vanessalws, the Revenge of the Mummy was scary at first loh. But after that I keep wanting to try again :D
The graphics super cool right?! Going into the Mummy's mouth one was my favourite.
And Sebastian tried it. Because my dad said if he overcomes this fear he will be a man :\

Universal Studios looks like a replica of Lotte World. Except Lotte is funner :(
Monster show (musical) was ... very unentertaining D: (Many people left the theatre early)
Hmmm, Galactica was closed. (sad) - Not that I wanted to try it!
The rest of the rides were okay okay la. The "Lights, Camera, Action!" by Stephen Spielberg! :O
I swear I almost died in that small room. It's supposed to show a setting for a major hurricane that is about to hit New York City, that looked super real. There was real fire on the water! And there was real water in the studio, with a boat and all!
I knew it was fake. AHAHAHA.. I wasn't scared loh okay! :')
But I screamed very loud I think. Esp the last part when the whole platform dropped ._.

Then I waited for 1hr plus for the Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure that wasn't really fun. Plus, I got totally soaked -.-
I guess my favourie place is the Far far away place. Shrek orientated.
4D movie! Also very cool :D (But it was cold, and I was half wet!)
Oh, and the spiders that part I screamed. ALOT. The one thing I hate the most in the whole wide world, I saw it in 4D -.- (and then shrek dropped the spiders and the "spiders" were touching my legs. NB!)
I love the whole Hollywood style they created for the indoor Universal studio part. Cafes and small old 80's shops. So cool, so retro! If only Singapore could look like that everyday :(
Took pictures with my Kungfu Panda using my Holga. Bought stickies (that I shouldnt have) and went vivo for dinner.

Although it rained at first but I still enjoyed my day there :D
Now, looking forward to tmr! BBQ ~~~~
I should sleep now before I'm late tmr. Bye! :D

2010-06-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

2AM- hot issue.

I scared myself with the camera flash. LOL.
Went ahgong house just now. And his house downstairs the horfun damn nice! :D
Kay, gonna go sleep now. Universal studios tmr @ 10am! Nights people :)

2010-06-15T15:51:00.006+08:00

@Daniel and Andrew's house now. Wow, it's damn damn damn boring here -.-

My brothers are having a great time playing video games upstairs. And I'm rotting to death.
Daniel's working and Andrew's studying. So... yeah :(
And later not meeting VV cousins. Sad.
Vanessalws must be having a smacking good time at Universal studios now. Eh girl, tell me about the trip leh!

I don't bear to use my Holga camera yet. Cause it's not like a normal digital camera whereas it can easily delete pictures.
So... I think I'll be using it for taking pictures with friends or scenery I guess :)

I guess I like 2PM too, out of liking 2AM.

But still BIAS to 2AM ♥ Kekekekeke.

Still, I wish both groups the best of the best!

2ONEDAY, fighting! :D
- Hahaha, I know this is random. Too bored too bored!

2010-06-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

Going out to meet cousins! :D
Hehehehe. Bye!

My baby

2010-06-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

*New Holga Camera! (Takes vintage photos) Thanks mummy! :D

Shopped @ Bugis area today. Wanted to watch movie but in the end didnt.
Bought some random 2AM stuff at Comics too. See whatever 2AM I can find jiu buy (:

I think I'm finishing Jokwon and Gain's WGM episode, but somehow I'm damn lazy to finish it. D:
Over 30 episodes I think. Still at 26 (ending) :\

I hope I'm meeting cousins tomorrow! Going to ahgong house I think.
:D
And Universal studios on Wednesday!
Andand, BBQ on Thursday!

Cow dreams :D

Goodnight kwonnie :3

Dirty Eyed Girl.

2010-06-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

Gay ttm! (2PM+2AM)

Missed DNT session today :(
Going out with family to shop, I think. Weather looks gloomy though.
A million thanks to CPLH for helping me buy 2AM stuff! :D

2010-06-13T21:59:00.004+08:00

Teddy bear museum!

Omo. Have you ever seen such a big jansport bag?! o.o

I think I'm really mad about 2AM/Jokwon. Every post got him :3

Having mass conference now! I'm just listening and not really talking (:

Don't really understand anything.. haha.

Oh vanessalws, bad (horrible) news. US I'm going on Wednesday and you're going on tuesday :(

Sucks man.

BBQ, it's just another 4 more days! :D

Despicable me!

2010-06-13T15:55:00.002+08:00

Omg, aren't the little yellow minions cute? :3

And the little girl at @1:01sec. CUTE.

I want to watch Despicable Me! The trailer is just so cute. Eye popping 3D!

Just watched Nanny McPhee and The Big Bang. Cool show, must watch :D

I'm so bored now. Episode 26 finishing. Jokwon jokwon jokwon ~

Dance! :D

2010-06-12T15:33:00.005+08:00

- I love 8:30sec to 8:56sec. Hilarious! :D
And, at 9:19sec to 9:38sec is kwonnie when he was young. (flexible)STICKMAN ttm.

Hurhurs. Enjoy the videos.
Had maths tuition today. Then met up with Cheryl to pei her collect her Suju album.

I. Had. My. Long. Awaited. Bim. Bim. Bab.
Okay, lame. Koba's one was not that nice :(
Met Vin Tang and Jazreel at Boonkeng, 1pm plussssss. Jazreel and Cheryl love Suju i think :D (I can't remember most of their names :\)
I love 2AM :D
BUT! Cannot find much 2AM stuff anywhere :'(
- Vincent tang, must contact me if you got any 2AM stuff hor, please :D

After that, went homeee. I'm hungry, so I'm gonna hunt for food :P
Bye! ~

Yay1 : Confirmed Universal Studios tickets for Tuesday! ♥
Yay2 : Barbeque on Thursday! ♥ (very anticpated)
Yay3 : Maths tuition on Wednesday is cancelled! ♥
Whee. I'm so happy :D

;)

2010-06-11T13:51:00.008+08:00

Aish. Bored ttm :(

I wonder if I'm going to stay home all the way till BBQ day. (It's another 6 days away!)

T^T

Repairman at my house now. And the most hilarious thing is that on the way out to buy bubble tea with brother, I realised our feet size is the same. Bloody >:(

*Woah seriously. He just walked in and the whole house smells like tobacco. TSK.

WGM finishing! Superrrrrrr jealous of Ga-In :(

I'm 2am crazy now :D

My daddy bought mio teevee -_- Guess why?

Answer: For football frenzy. Can replay football matches. Means I can rarely use the TV now *sad*

Kwon ah~ Can you please not love Ga-in? :(

Kwon+Khun = ♥?

2010-06-10T15:08:00.004+08:00

Aigooooo ~ :)

Annyeong! ≧▽≦
It's a rather lazy day at the Lee Family's house. LOL.

Aish ~ There's nothing to do...! ToT
Except watch youtube videos and watch teevee (Which I did for the past 5 hours since I woke up..)
There's so many people going overseas .. and I'm stuck here :(

*I know I want many many many things <:

Jo Kwon's Headphone in 2AM "I did wrong" MV!

Back to watching WGM. I think it's finishing soon.
What am I gonna do after that? Sighhhhh :'(

Kwon.♥

2010-06-10T01:00:00.007+08:00

Hello! :D
I survived today's DNT programme. It was quite fun actually.
Finally it's the officail last day of school. I almost set my alarm for tmr at 5:30am -.-

Episode 12 of WGM. I'm starting I love 2am. (Esp kwonnie!)

I want a polariod camera >:

Jja jjang ~~ Fujifilm!

Goodnights. My eyes whole day very dry.
:'(

2010-06-08T23:21:00.002+08:00

DNT was sort of boring to me today. I hope I can survive tmr. :\
Dnt programme till 5 plus....! ~.~

After DNT, met up and ate at mac. Talked and chatted from 1-2 plus till 5 plus! OMO.
From BBQ to scary stuff to insects to ... blah I forget :P
Watching WGM alot now. Jok kwon is so cute la! :3
Kaykay, byebye.

- Should I cut short hair? *temptation*

2010-06-07T23:44:00.005+08:00

2AM - I was wrong (잘못했어)

Naega jal jal jalmotaesseo (I was wrong wrong wrong)
Ni mari dal dal dalkomhaeseo (Your words were so, so, so sweet that)
Maennal mal mal malloman (I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me)
Nal nal nallo nal gatgo noneun geol mollasseo (with your words, words, words everyday)

Baby, do you really wanna hurt me?
Why are you doin' this to me?
Why?

Neoui dareun namjadeul yaegi (The stories regarding your other men)
An jodaneun haengsildeul yaegi (The stories regarding your behaviour)
Moreuneun cheok mot deureun cheok Neomeoga boryeogo haebwado (I tried to ignore and pretended that I didn't hear but..)

Ja kku chigeundaneun sulbeoreut (The way you act when you are intoxicated)
Nae chingu ege jitneun useum (The way you smile at my friend)
Gochirago, keumanha rago (Change it, Stop it)
Amuri neo ege malhaedo (Even though I tell you many times)

Mi anhaedaneun mareun da keu ttaeppun (You say I'm so sorry only for that moment)
Byeonha getdaneun maldo da keu ttaeppun (You say I will change only for that moment)
Nae gaseum apa apa apeun geol almyeonseodo (My heart in pa, pa, pain it hurts but)
Jakkuman banbokdoeneun geol (I can't help but repeating)

Naega jal jal jalmotaesseo (I was wrong wrong wrong)
Ni mari dal dal dalkomhaeseo (Your words were so, so, so sweet that)
Maennal mal mal malloman nal nal nallo nal (I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me)
Gatgo noneun geol mollasseo (with your words, words, words everyday)
Baby you're breaking my heart, Baby you're hurting my heart.
Keumandugo shipeunde (I want to stop this)
Jalmot doen geol aneunde (I know this is wrong)
Dasi ni gyeote doraga (but I keep going back to you)

[RAP]
Baby you and I
ssaguryeo yuhaengga (Like a bad popular song)
sokeuron uneunde eokjiro utneun gwangdae (I'm crying inside, but I force a smile like a clown)
Baby you and I
ssaguryeo yuhaengga, sokeuron uneunde (Like a bad popular song, I'm crying inside)

Mi anhaedaneun mareun da keu ttaeppun (You say I'm so sorry only for that moment)
Byeonha getdaneun maldo da keu ttaeppun (You say I will change only for that moment)
Nae gaseum apa apa apeun geol almyeonseodo (My heart in pa, pa, pain it hurts but)
Jakkuman banbokdoeneun geol (I can't help but repeating)

Naega jal jal jalmotaesseo (I was wrong wrong wrong)
Ni mari dal dal dalkomhaeseo (Your words were so, so, so sweet that)
Maennal mal mal malloman nal nal nallo nal ( I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me)
Gatgo noneun geol mollasseo (with your words, words, words everyday)
Baby you're breaking my heart, Baby you're hurting my heart.
Keumandugo shipeunde (I want to stop this)
jalmot doen geol aneunde (I know this is wrong)
dasi ni gyeote doraga (but I keep going back to you)

[RAP]
Ppikkeudeok eotnagan naemomgwa mam (My heart and body go astray)
jajonsimdo eopneun babora nan (I am a such fool with no pride that)
Sarange sokgodo nunmureul dakkgo (Although I was deceived by love I wipe my tears)
Ireom andoeneunde negero ga (and just go back to you knowing that this is wrong)
Niga nolda beorin jangnangam (The fact that I am a toy that you played and threw away)
iran sasire kibuni cham nangam (Makes my feeling unbearable)
Geundae wae wae wae wae (But Why! Why! Why! Why!)
Nan oneuldo ni apeseo utneun gwangdae (Today I am a clown who smiles in front of you again)

Naega jal jal jalmotaesseo (I was wrong wrong wrong)
Ni mari dal dal dalkomhaeseo (Your words were so, so, so sweet that)
Maennal mal mal malloman nal nal nallo nal (I didn't realize you were playing me, me, me)
Gatgo noneun geol mollasseo (with your words, words, words everyday)
Baby you're breaking my heart, Baby you're hurting my heart.
Keumandugo shipeunde (I want to stop this)
Jalmot doen geol aneunde (I know this is wrong)
Dasi ni gyeote doraga (but I keep going back to you)

Bored. But I love this song :D

2010-06-07T21:41:00.003+08:00

Frankly speaking, I don't know what to post about ._.

Hahaha. Everyday I come home and immediately feel like sleeping.
Well, still have school tmr and the day after. DNT :'(
Anticipating BBQ~! Very long don't have that BBQ de feeling le. LOL :D

Baby you, breaking my heart ~ Baby you, hurting my heart ~

2010-06-06T11:28:00.003+08:00

(Very top: My pudding ; Directly above; Cheryl's pudding :D)

Hi :D

Yesterday went to make cards with kelly and Cheryl. Mango Pudding is from Cosmo, and it's cute ~ (and yummy!)

Tired till I slept since yesterday 6pm plus till today morning 10am plus...

Today's weather is damn weird. Keep raining on and off. Well, it's raining all the way now, but I feel warm ._.

Today, I'm going to learn how to cook! I'm very very happy :)

Of course I won't learn immediately, but it's the first step :D

I can only can sorry first, because I don't wish to fight anymore.

Would continuing to feign ignorance help this in any way? If you're this mad, then of course I must have done something really bad to make you feel this way right?

Some of the worse things I've done, I've done it without knowing the severeness of it.

I'm forgetful, let's just all face that fact eh? -.-

And I've said before, I'm not asking for your forgiveness. Last time i'm saying this.

I've already done what I can to make myself change for the better.

Pretty happy with it actually. So I've realised that I can't please everyone.

And you are most probably one of them. Don't blame you though.

I've been a mean person, so I don't deserve anyone to believe me now actually.

All i can say: I expected this.